1 00:00:17,533 --> 00:00:19,803 You took everything from me. 2 00:00:22,140 --> 00:00:23,131 Your love. 3 00:00:24,411 --> 00:00:27,003 Your love was only an illusion. 4 00:00:28,505 --> 00:00:30,746 I don't believe in you. 5 00:00:30,841 --> 00:00:32,184 You don't exist. 6 00:00:34,167 --> 00:00:35,223 Soul. 7 00:00:36,471 --> 00:00:38,166 Paradise, God. 8 00:00:40,213 --> 00:00:42,772 These words don't mean anything anymore. 9 00:00:45,012 --> 00:00:47,157 I have lost my faith. 10 00:02:38,355 --> 00:02:39,666 Ciao. 11 00:02:48,112 --> 00:02:49,423 Hey. 12 00:03:06,793 --> 00:03:08,234 What the hell are you doing here, Sister? 13 00:03:08,458 --> 00:03:09,577 I'm not a Sister. 14 00:03:09,833 --> 00:03:12,904 I'm a Mother. -I know her. She's from Entally. 15 00:03:15,240 --> 00:03:16,903 We're taking you back home, sister. 16 00:03:17,063 --> 00:03:19,398 I have 300 girls who are starving. 17 00:03:19,495 --> 00:03:21,542 I won't return without food. 18 00:03:24,261 --> 00:03:25,797 Alright. Come with us, 19 00:03:25,892 --> 00:03:27,685 we'll give you some rice, Sister. 20 00:03:28,035 --> 00:03:31,746 My name is Teresa, Mother Teresa. 21 00:04:20,213 --> 00:04:23,219 Your place? - We always go to my place. 22 00:04:23,315 --> 00:04:24,594 Well... 23 00:04:25,586 --> 00:04:28,018 It's nicer than mine. -Mm. 24 00:04:28,114 --> 00:04:29,650 Certainly cleaner. 25 00:04:35,727 --> 00:04:38,223 We're good together, aren't we? 26 00:04:38,479 --> 00:04:40,845 Hmm. Yes. We are. 27 00:04:44,588 --> 00:04:47,181 Let's get a cab, it's freezing! 28 00:05:10,532 --> 00:05:11,717 Kavita! 29 00:05:14,117 --> 00:05:16,292 Kavita! What the... 30 00:05:17,765 --> 00:05:19,462 Ka...Kavita! 31 00:05:21,894 --> 00:05:23,045 Kavita? 32 00:05:25,446 --> 00:05:27,813 Help! Help! 33 00:05:28,805 --> 00:05:29,862 Help! 34 00:05:32,070 --> 00:05:33,415 Help! 35 00:05:51,462 --> 00:05:52,774 Mother Teresa. 36 00:05:53,126 --> 00:05:55,111 We are worried about your health. 37 00:05:55,207 --> 00:05:57,767 I will send you to Darjeeling for a retreat. 38 00:05:57,927 --> 00:06:00,454 I thank you for your concern, Mother, but I'm happy 39 00:06:00,551 --> 00:06:01,382 to stay here and work. 40 00:06:01,478 --> 00:06:02,824 Don't argue. 41 00:06:03,047 --> 00:06:05,479 We need you in good shape. You will leave next month. 42 00:06:05,640 --> 00:06:07,368 I will do as you say, Mother. 43 00:06:07,464 --> 00:06:08,198 Mother. 44 00:06:08,295 --> 00:06:09,832 It's from your real Mother. 45 00:06:09,928 --> 00:06:12,071 I thought I'd give it to you myself. 46 00:06:12,168 --> 00:06:14,792 At least the post is still working. 47 00:06:14,887 --> 00:06:16,392 Thank you. 48 00:06:16,488 --> 00:06:17,479 Mother. 49 00:06:26,216 --> 00:06:29,000 My dear Gonxhe, 50 00:06:29,097 --> 00:06:34,088 I am so happy to have received more news from you. 51 00:06:34,184 --> 00:06:36,680 Your life seems very full. 52 00:06:37,096 --> 00:06:39,784 Especially as you work plenty. 53 00:06:39,880 --> 00:06:41,097 As usual. 54 00:06:42,025 --> 00:06:45,480 You have always been strong, 55 00:06:45,641 --> 00:06:47,369 and dedicated. 56 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:51,721 But you shouldn't forget why you went to India. 57 00:06:53,065 --> 00:06:54,889 To help the poor. 58 00:06:57,193 --> 00:06:58,602 Oh, there is a monkey! 59 00:07:00,745 --> 00:07:02,601 Did you see it? Ha! 60 00:07:02,698 --> 00:07:03,850 Ha! 61 00:07:11,946 --> 00:07:15,626 You went to India to help the poor. 62 00:07:20,874 --> 00:07:23,945 What is wrong with you, Mother Teresa? 63 00:07:25,066 --> 00:07:27,274 Have you been out in the sun too long? 64 00:07:27,978 --> 00:07:30,954 Jesus actually spoke to you? 65 00:07:31,050 --> 00:07:33,163 I mean, you heard his voice? 66 00:07:33,259 --> 00:07:37,514 Yes, Father. It's a new call within my call. 67 00:07:38,859 --> 00:07:39,755 Well... 68 00:07:41,067 --> 00:07:42,667 That is most... 69 00:07:43,947 --> 00:07:45,515 peculiar... 70 00:07:46,059 --> 00:07:48,299 to say the least. 71 00:07:48,395 --> 00:07:50,859 How did this happen, exactly? 72 00:07:54,699 --> 00:07:56,683 Jesus said, "Come. 73 00:07:56,971 --> 00:07:59,948 "Come. Carry me to the homes of the poor. 74 00:08:00,044 --> 00:08:01,771 "Come be my light." 75 00:08:48,269 --> 00:08:49,453 Kavita... 76 00:08:52,142 --> 00:08:53,421 Kavita? 77 00:08:57,999 --> 00:08:59,277 Kavita... 78 00:09:01,326 --> 00:09:02,766 Don't worry, 79 00:09:02,861 --> 00:09:04,302 you're in a hospital. 80 00:09:05,037 --> 00:09:06,990 You were hit by a car. 81 00:09:07,438 --> 00:09:09,422 Do you understand what I'm saying? 82 00:09:09,742 --> 00:09:11,918 What's your name? -Um... 83 00:09:13,198 --> 00:09:14,414 Kavita... 84 00:09:15,054 --> 00:09:18,511 Uh, Kavita Mukherjee. -Do you remember what happened? 85 00:09:24,719 --> 00:09:26,574 Can you tell me the date today? 86 00:09:27,918 --> 00:09:29,294 My violin. 87 00:09:30,191 --> 00:09:31,214 Where's my violin? 88 00:09:33,103 --> 00:09:34,671 I... 89 00:09:36,175 --> 00:09:37,519 I forgot it. 90 00:09:47,664 --> 00:09:48,751 Okay. 91 00:09:49,167 --> 00:09:52,208 -I can't play anymore. -Just try and relax for me. 92 00:09:52,464 --> 00:09:53,839 Sh, sh, sh. 93 00:10:04,976 --> 00:10:06,384 Mother Teresa, 94 00:10:06,672 --> 00:10:10,288 it is fortunate that you and I know each other so well. 95 00:10:10,576 --> 00:10:13,104 I am not sure how another priest would've reacted 96 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:14,737 to what you have just told me. 97 00:10:14,832 --> 00:10:17,104 I have been writing this confession on paper. 98 00:10:17,521 --> 00:10:20,305 I'm asking you if you can send it to the Pope, 99 00:10:20,401 --> 00:10:23,378 to ask him to allow me to work outside the convent 100 00:10:23,473 --> 00:10:25,072 for the poorest of the poor. 101 00:10:25,489 --> 00:10:27,186 Before I can send this to the Pope, 102 00:10:27,282 --> 00:10:29,264 I need the Archbishop's authorisation. 103 00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:31,153 Will you recommend me? 104 00:10:35,441 --> 00:10:36,754 Of course, 105 00:10:37,041 --> 00:10:39,025 but it will take a while. 106 00:10:39,281 --> 00:10:41,234 Let's not waste any time, then. 107 00:10:43,889 --> 00:10:45,266 Mukherjee. 108 00:10:46,513 --> 00:10:48,881 You're Indian, right? Where from? 109 00:10:49,042 --> 00:10:50,162 Uh, from Kolkata. 110 00:10:50,449 --> 00:10:53,074 But I've lived here since I was a child. 111 00:10:53,617 --> 00:10:55,858 I was in Kolkata working with an NGO. 112 00:10:55,987 --> 00:10:57,875 Quite an experience. 113 00:10:58,098 --> 00:11:00,658 I don't remember much. I was really young. 114 00:11:00,755 --> 00:11:02,290 Hmm. Me too. 115 00:11:03,410 --> 00:11:05,042 I'm a violinist. 116 00:11:06,002 --> 00:11:09,171 Then congratulations, you're on holiday. 117 00:11:09,267 --> 00:11:10,419 On holiday? 118 00:11:10,802 --> 00:11:12,275 You've been very lucky. 119 00:11:12,371 --> 00:11:13,715 There's nothing broken, just a sprain. 120 00:11:13,842 --> 00:11:16,339 You'll have to keep the bandage on for a while, though. 121 00:11:16,435 --> 00:11:18,100 And don't worry about the baby, 122 00:11:18,195 --> 00:11:19,538 it wasn't hurt at all. 123 00:11:20,915 --> 00:11:21,876 The what? 124 00:11:21,971 --> 00:11:24,499 The foetus is in perfect shape. 125 00:11:25,650 --> 00:11:26,515 Foetus? 126 00:11:27,091 --> 00:11:28,435 You're kidding, right? 127 00:11:31,091 --> 00:11:32,243 Didn't you know? 128 00:11:33,780 --> 00:11:35,635 You're pregnant, young lady. 129 00:11:36,883 --> 00:11:38,451 About six weeks. 130 00:11:43,732 --> 00:11:45,492 What should I do? 131 00:11:49,940 --> 00:11:52,597 Go home and rest for a bit. 132 00:11:52,693 --> 00:11:54,996 You still have time to think about it. 133 00:11:56,948 --> 00:12:00,148 I can also refer you to an abortion clinic if you wish. 134 00:12:05,557 --> 00:12:07,829 Millions of men, women and children 135 00:12:07,926 --> 00:12:08,981 had to leave their homes. 136 00:12:09,332 --> 00:12:11,830 They came all the way down to Kolkata on foot. 137 00:12:11,988 --> 00:12:13,846 And here... They have nothing. 138 00:12:13,941 --> 00:12:16,436 They're hungry, they don't have shelter, 139 00:12:16,597 --> 00:12:18,229 no family, no home. 140 00:12:19,637 --> 00:12:21,684 It's a very difficult time. 141 00:12:22,037 --> 00:12:24,565 And you have to be very, very careful 142 00:12:24,661 --> 00:12:27,509 in stepping out of the Loreto convent. 143 00:12:27,765 --> 00:12:29,046 Any question? 144 00:12:29,206 --> 00:12:32,918 What will happen to all these pregnant women who were raped? 145 00:12:33,173 --> 00:12:35,798 My parents say it would have been better for them 146 00:12:35,894 --> 00:12:37,847 if they had been killed instead. 147 00:12:38,069 --> 00:12:40,054 They will never be respected. 148 00:12:40,150 --> 00:12:42,005 But they should get rid of their child instead. 149 00:12:42,101 --> 00:12:44,822 - Yes, they should. - No, no, no. 150 00:12:45,046 --> 00:12:48,214 A mother should never kill her child. 151 00:12:48,311 --> 00:12:50,582 It's a crime against a human being. 152 00:12:50,966 --> 00:12:53,590 But it's already a crime to force these women. 153 00:12:53,686 --> 00:12:55,478 That's a reason not to add another crime 154 00:12:55,574 --> 00:12:57,590 by killing an innocent child. 155 00:12:57,912 --> 00:12:59,799 But if they keep the children, 156 00:12:59,895 --> 00:13:01,783 they'll be rejected by everyone. 157 00:13:02,070 --> 00:13:05,079 They'll be on streets, they'll be prostitutes... 158 00:13:05,335 --> 00:13:09,238 They can be killed. -A mother killing her own child 159 00:13:09,335 --> 00:13:11,288 is the beginning of all violence. 160 00:13:11,639 --> 00:13:13,368 But it's not their fault. 161 00:13:13,463 --> 00:13:15,799 Why do women always have to pay the price 162 00:13:15,895 --> 00:13:17,335 for violence of men? 163 00:13:18,647 --> 00:13:21,527 He is testing our love that way. 164 00:13:25,943 --> 00:13:28,504 God must be a man to be so unjust. 165 00:13:43,865 --> 00:13:44,856 What's the deal? 166 00:13:45,881 --> 00:13:47,256 I'm pregnant, Paul. 167 00:13:50,809 --> 00:13:51,960 Pregnant? 168 00:13:58,265 --> 00:14:00,536 But that's-- how? 169 00:14:00,632 --> 00:14:02,009 Who? Who is the father? 170 00:14:02,105 --> 00:14:04,186 It's you, of course. Who else would it be? 171 00:14:04,281 --> 00:14:06,265 Pregnant? That's crazy. I mean... 172 00:14:06,361 --> 00:14:08,217 What are you going do about it? 173 00:14:10,233 --> 00:14:11,321 Kavita? 174 00:14:11,417 --> 00:14:12,441 I don't know. 175 00:14:14,969 --> 00:14:16,121 I don't know! 176 00:14:20,633 --> 00:14:22,746 You have to have an abortion. -I know, uh... 177 00:14:22,842 --> 00:14:26,457 -You can't keep it. -I don't know what to do. 178 00:14:27,899 --> 00:14:28,890 Kavita! 179 00:14:29,178 --> 00:14:31,482 There you are. -Shit. 180 00:14:32,569 --> 00:14:33,915 Don't tell her. 181 00:14:34,233 --> 00:14:35,867 -I'll call you tomorrow. -What? 182 00:14:36,089 --> 00:14:37,946 Stay with me, I need you now. 183 00:14:38,042 --> 00:14:39,098 I don't want to meet your mother 184 00:14:39,194 --> 00:14:40,986 Kavita, what has happened to you? 185 00:14:41,082 --> 00:14:44,251 I'm fine. I just fainted, that's all. 186 00:14:44,347 --> 00:14:46,396 You're not-- are you a doctor? 187 00:14:46,491 --> 00:14:47,707 Um... 188 00:14:47,963 --> 00:14:51,036 He's just a colleague from work. He brought me here. 189 00:14:52,187 --> 00:14:53,498 Can I take my daughter home? 190 00:14:53,594 --> 00:14:55,323 Where's the doctor? -Calm down. 191 00:14:55,418 --> 00:14:57,595 I saw the doctor, we can go. 192 00:14:59,772 --> 00:15:01,114 My baby, my little Kavita. 193 00:15:01,275 --> 00:15:03,163 When I got the call from the hospital I was... 194 00:15:03,259 --> 00:15:06,588 I don't know what I'd have done if anything happened to you. 195 00:15:06,875 --> 00:15:08,123 I'll leave now. 196 00:15:08,476 --> 00:15:10,843 Kavita, take it easy. 197 00:15:27,644 --> 00:15:29,533 Father? Father! 198 00:15:29,629 --> 00:15:31,164 I have to do everything myself. 199 00:15:31,261 --> 00:15:34,300 There's a shortage of new vocations these days. 200 00:15:35,740 --> 00:15:39,516 Why is the Archbishop taking so long to give me an answer? 201 00:15:39,612 --> 00:15:42,492 I've heard he's taking advice on the matter. 202 00:15:42,588 --> 00:15:45,629 He's worried about the validity of your plan. 203 00:15:45,725 --> 00:15:48,605 This is God's plan. There can be no question about it. 204 00:15:48,701 --> 00:15:51,900 There are already so many different orders of nuns. 205 00:15:51,996 --> 00:15:54,077 He cannot agree to establish another one 206 00:15:54,172 --> 00:15:57,405 without taking the utmost care. 207 00:15:57,501 --> 00:15:59,612 He's also worried about you. 208 00:16:00,701 --> 00:16:03,230 The idea of living outside the safety of Loreto 209 00:16:03,325 --> 00:16:04,285 scares me too. 210 00:16:04,573 --> 00:16:05,854 But Jesus talks to me. 211 00:16:05,950 --> 00:16:07,325 He tells me to trust him, 212 00:16:07,421 --> 00:16:09,694 to love him and to go to these poor children 213 00:16:09,790 --> 00:16:10,622 on the street. 214 00:16:13,277 --> 00:16:16,990 I suggest you write to him, then. 215 00:16:17,821 --> 00:16:19,069 To Jesus? 216 00:16:19,167 --> 00:16:20,989 To the Archbishop. 217 00:16:21,342 --> 00:16:23,613 With my permission, of course. 218 00:16:24,415 --> 00:16:26,526 Do it without fear, 219 00:16:26,622 --> 00:16:29,951 but with sincerity and faith. 220 00:16:30,430 --> 00:16:34,142 And remember, don't tell anyone else about all this. 221 00:16:35,134 --> 00:16:36,479 Thank you, Father. 222 00:16:58,430 --> 00:16:59,231 Oh, God. 223 00:16:59,327 --> 00:17:01,023 Why do you always do this? 224 00:17:03,167 --> 00:17:04,031 Hi, Dad. 225 00:17:07,039 --> 00:17:08,832 It's not too serious, is it? 226 00:17:11,392 --> 00:17:14,624 My lovely daughter, Kavita. 227 00:17:15,072 --> 00:17:16,512 So sorry for being late. 228 00:17:16,608 --> 00:17:18,208 Our little girl had a little accident. 229 00:17:18,368 --> 00:17:19,392 Oh my God, what happened? 230 00:17:19,649 --> 00:17:21,632 Oh, she got hit by a car. 231 00:17:21,728 --> 00:17:24,928 It was because of the snow last night, we were so worried. 232 00:17:25,280 --> 00:17:26,880 She had to spend the night in the hospital, 233 00:17:26,975 --> 00:17:27,968 just to be safe. 234 00:17:28,257 --> 00:17:30,048 Nothing broken it seems. 235 00:17:30,305 --> 00:17:32,385 A doctor's keen eye. 236 00:17:39,649 --> 00:17:41,857 Some more tea? -No, thanks. 237 00:17:44,642 --> 00:17:48,642 Isn't that Mother Teresa? How did you meet her? 238 00:17:49,056 --> 00:17:51,809 Oh, we first met her at a charity concert in Kolkata. 239 00:17:51,905 --> 00:17:55,458 How fantastic! What was she like? 240 00:17:55,554 --> 00:17:57,825 A holy soul... 241 00:17:58,402 --> 00:18:00,290 But still... human. 242 00:18:00,674 --> 00:18:04,034 - She blessed us at our wedding. - -March 11... 243 00:18:04,130 --> 00:18:05,858 ...1987. 244 00:18:05,954 --> 00:18:08,099 Love at first sight. 245 00:18:08,385 --> 00:18:10,306 You had a love marriage? 246 00:18:10,946 --> 00:18:12,130 Yes. 247 00:18:12,547 --> 00:18:14,274 Mom, Dad, it's no secret your parents 248 00:18:14,371 --> 00:18:16,163 arranged for you two to be together. 249 00:18:16,387 --> 00:18:18,370 So, why pretend like it was a love marriage? 250 00:18:18,466 --> 00:18:20,003 Kavita, enough. 251 00:18:21,826 --> 00:18:24,610 -I read Mother Teresa stopped women who had been raped 252 00:18:24,706 --> 00:18:26,275 from having abortions. 253 00:18:26,690 --> 00:18:29,219 And she didn't administer painkillers to dying patients, 254 00:18:29,314 --> 00:18:32,739 so they'd suffer, like Jesus on the cross. 255 00:18:32,931 --> 00:18:34,563 -That's enough, son. 256 00:18:36,835 --> 00:18:38,082 Sorry... 257 00:18:38,372 --> 00:18:41,571 Our Kavita, she could have been a lawyer, 258 00:18:41,891 --> 00:18:43,938 but she has a mind of her own. 259 00:18:45,220 --> 00:18:46,436 So... 260 00:18:46,948 --> 00:18:50,692 that is why she pursued a career as a music professor, 261 00:18:50,788 --> 00:18:53,636 so that she can give back to the society 262 00:18:53,732 --> 00:19:00,580 by teaching others to capture the beauty of music. 263 00:19:00,676 --> 00:19:02,373 That's very admirable. 264 00:19:02,628 --> 00:19:04,548 It's a job. Nothing more. 265 00:19:04,836 --> 00:19:07,779 Rajiv is still working at the hospital, but... 266 00:19:07,876 --> 00:19:10,788 We plan to open his private practice soon. 267 00:19:11,205 --> 00:19:13,796 But not before he gets married, of course. 268 00:19:17,125 --> 00:19:18,404 Okay, um... 269 00:19:19,045 --> 00:19:20,228 It was lovely to meet you 270 00:19:20,388 --> 00:19:23,108 and have a great lunch and a good Sunday. 271 00:19:23,846 --> 00:19:25,414 Come back here. 272 00:19:26,884 --> 00:19:28,742 - Kavita? - What? 273 00:19:29,028 --> 00:19:30,917 Why can't you be nice to your father, for once? 274 00:19:31,014 --> 00:19:33,446 Mom, it's my life, not his. 275 00:19:33,542 --> 00:19:35,173 It's a family affair. Don't be so selfish. 276 00:19:35,269 --> 00:19:37,286 I'm not marrying your community. 277 00:19:37,509 --> 00:19:39,206 You did that... -Kavita. 278 00:19:39,302 --> 00:19:40,517 ...not me. 279 00:19:42,022 --> 00:19:43,110 Kavita! 280 00:19:46,470 --> 00:19:48,518 What is the Vatican waiting for? 281 00:19:48,614 --> 00:19:51,845 It will soon be six months since I sent that letter. 282 00:19:51,941 --> 00:19:53,925 I can't wait so long. 283 00:19:59,334 --> 00:20:00,806 I will try... 284 00:20:01,605 --> 00:20:03,461 I will be patient. 285 00:20:03,974 --> 00:20:05,959 I must be patient. 286 00:20:08,647 --> 00:20:10,694 Jesus, help me. 287 00:20:11,974 --> 00:20:14,343 Yes, but when? 288 00:20:14,439 --> 00:20:15,878 Remember Mary Ward, 289 00:20:15,974 --> 00:20:17,766 it wasn't until after her death 290 00:20:17,862 --> 00:20:20,359 that the church recognised the Loreto order. 291 00:20:20,455 --> 00:20:22,183 Your order! 292 00:20:34,760 --> 00:20:36,296 They will never accept a woman 293 00:20:36,392 --> 00:20:38,504 to be granted direct access to God. 294 00:21:06,953 --> 00:21:08,297 Paul? 295 00:21:10,281 --> 00:21:12,073 It's me! Are you there? 296 00:22:03,019 --> 00:22:06,571 Mother Teresa, could you stay for a moment? 297 00:22:09,387 --> 00:22:12,042 I have some news for you. 298 00:22:13,451 --> 00:22:14,763 May I pray first? 299 00:22:14,858 --> 00:22:16,075 Again? 300 00:22:37,516 --> 00:22:38,828 They have agreed. 301 00:22:40,716 --> 00:22:43,244 It took us two years, but we won. 302 00:22:43,340 --> 00:22:46,861 And they are giving you exclaustration for a year, 303 00:22:46,957 --> 00:22:49,933 which means you can remain a nun outside the convent. 304 00:22:51,436 --> 00:22:54,189 This is a miracle, it has never happened before! 305 00:22:57,805 --> 00:22:59,245 Just wait a minute... 306 00:23:00,845 --> 00:23:01,869 Eh... 307 00:23:09,933 --> 00:23:11,149 Psst... 308 00:23:11,245 --> 00:23:12,526 Father. 309 00:23:13,742 --> 00:23:14,573 Father! 310 00:23:16,941 --> 00:23:19,886 Please. Bless my new habit. 311 00:23:23,694 --> 00:23:25,901 But, this is a sari. 312 00:23:25,998 --> 00:23:29,741 Yes. A simple sari for the service of the poor. 313 00:23:29,902 --> 00:23:32,654 Please. I want to start immediately. 314 00:23:33,486 --> 00:23:35,119 What, just now? 315 00:23:36,014 --> 00:23:37,454 At this minute? 316 00:23:37,934 --> 00:23:39,534 God cannot wait. 317 00:23:41,806 --> 00:23:43,181 Mother, 318 00:23:43,278 --> 00:23:45,486 I think you need a little preparation 319 00:23:45,646 --> 00:23:49,230 before you go working on the streets. 320 00:23:49,326 --> 00:23:52,783 I will send you to Patna for some medical training. 321 00:23:53,359 --> 00:23:54,159 Then, you will be ready. 322 00:23:55,471 --> 00:23:58,063 I will do what you order, Father. 323 00:23:58,159 --> 00:24:00,111 But first, the blessing. 324 00:24:32,369 --> 00:24:34,994 Hi. I have an appointment. Kavita. 325 00:24:35,089 --> 00:24:36,465 If you just want to sign here, 326 00:24:36,561 --> 00:24:39,312 and the doctor will be with you in one moment. 327 00:25:17,938 --> 00:25:20,818 Hello, this is Paul, you know what to do. 328 00:27:59,128 --> 00:28:00,216 Mita? 329 00:28:48,890 --> 00:28:49,721 Mita? 330 00:29:12,348 --> 00:29:13,915 I am Mother Teresa. 331 00:29:14,011 --> 00:29:16,635 Father Van Exem from Loreto told me about you. 332 00:29:19,738 --> 00:29:20,988 Yes. 333 00:29:21,242 --> 00:29:23,483 I'm starting a school here, and I need your help. 334 00:29:24,378 --> 00:29:25,531 My help? 335 00:29:25,691 --> 00:29:27,740 Father Van Exem gave me a list of children from here, 336 00:29:27,835 --> 00:29:29,307 so we need to find them. 337 00:30:11,261 --> 00:30:13,244 Kavita! Oh my God! 338 00:30:13,340 --> 00:30:15,646 Kavita! What are you doing here? 339 00:30:15,742 --> 00:30:17,406 -Deepali... -Oh! 340 00:30:18,622 --> 00:30:19,901 What a pleasant surprise! 341 00:30:19,997 --> 00:30:22,109 You didn't call. Come in. Come in. 342 00:30:24,318 --> 00:30:27,838 Look at you. You're a real woman now. 343 00:30:29,182 --> 00:30:31,102 Has your mom found you a husband yet? 344 00:30:31,293 --> 00:30:32,991 Over my dead body. 345 00:30:33,087 --> 00:30:34,846 Oh! 346 00:30:34,942 --> 00:30:38,301 I've missed you so much. -Oh! 347 00:30:40,574 --> 00:30:43,101 And you're still my little one. 348 00:30:45,086 --> 00:30:46,046 Come. 349 00:30:49,311 --> 00:30:50,814 Give me that. -Thank you. 350 00:30:54,494 --> 00:30:56,703 I thought I'd come to see you. 351 00:30:56,895 --> 00:30:59,070 And see my old Kolkata... 352 00:31:01,023 --> 00:31:02,687 I'm going to stay for a few weeks 353 00:31:02,783 --> 00:31:04,990 so, if you know any hotels nearby... 354 00:31:05,279 --> 00:31:07,678 You are forbidden to stay anywhere else. 355 00:31:07,774 --> 00:31:09,982 There's enough room for both of us here. 356 00:31:10,208 --> 00:31:11,902 I won't stay long. 357 00:31:15,936 --> 00:31:17,055 What's wrong? 358 00:31:18,975 --> 00:31:20,704 It's a long story. 359 00:31:32,609 --> 00:31:34,273 You still do this? 360 00:31:34,559 --> 00:31:36,129 You're not even Christian. 361 00:31:37,600 --> 00:31:40,256 Christians, Hindus, Muslims... 362 00:31:40,511 --> 00:31:42,336 We all want the same thing. 363 00:31:43,169 --> 00:31:44,705 What's that? 364 00:31:45,057 --> 00:31:46,464 Love. 365 00:31:53,152 --> 00:31:55,168 You knew her quite well, didn't you? 366 00:31:55,265 --> 00:31:57,249 Mother? Yes. 367 00:31:57,474 --> 00:31:58,656 From the very first day 368 00:31:58,752 --> 00:32:00,864 she stared the Missionaries of Charity. 369 00:32:02,145 --> 00:32:03,744 I remember very well. 370 00:32:05,057 --> 00:32:06,946 I was only a little girl then... 371 00:32:10,145 --> 00:32:12,417 To see her dressed like a poor woman... 372 00:32:13,442 --> 00:32:16,322 wearing a simple white sari, just like a widow, 373 00:32:17,666 --> 00:32:19,777 It was an extraordinary sight. 374 00:32:21,538 --> 00:32:23,681 I'd never seen anything like it before. 375 00:35:16,680 --> 00:35:19,432 Hello, this is Paul, you know what to do. 376 00:35:54,666 --> 00:35:56,298 Baba, wake up! 377 00:35:57,162 --> 00:35:58,665 Wake up, Baba! 378 00:36:00,617 --> 00:36:02,666 Baba, wake up! Baba... 379 00:36:09,355 --> 00:36:10,730 Deepali... 380 00:36:26,315 --> 00:36:27,915 Your father is gone. 381 00:36:28,875 --> 00:36:29,995 Where? 382 00:36:35,468 --> 00:36:37,579 He joined your mother and brother 383 00:36:37,675 --> 00:36:39,339 in a beautiful place. 384 00:36:39,595 --> 00:36:41,195 He's happy now. 385 00:36:42,059 --> 00:36:43,755 I want to be with them. 386 00:36:50,252 --> 00:36:51,531 You need medicine. 387 00:36:54,732 --> 00:36:58,669 My father died too, when I was the same age as you. 388 00:36:59,308 --> 00:37:03,660 He left me as well, and I missed his love so much. 389 00:37:04,269 --> 00:37:08,076 But I had to accept that God wanted him back. 390 00:37:09,196 --> 00:37:12,619 I don't like God. I don't want him to take my father. 391 00:37:19,533 --> 00:37:21,677 God gave you a gift. 392 00:37:21,997 --> 00:37:23,725 He gave you your life. 393 00:37:24,397 --> 00:37:28,782 What you do with your life will be your gift to him. 394 00:37:40,654 --> 00:37:43,662 Mrs Deepali, where is the list of the adoptive parents 395 00:37:43,758 --> 00:37:44,557 from last year? 396 00:37:44,909 --> 00:37:47,470 I can't find it. -Just look in the last drawer. 397 00:37:47,566 --> 00:37:48,526 Oh. 398 00:37:48,622 --> 00:37:49,997 Thank you very much. 399 00:37:50,094 --> 00:37:52,206 -She's been here for one month. -Mm. 400 00:37:52,590 --> 00:37:55,502 Every three years, they're assigned to a new place. 401 00:37:55,663 --> 00:37:58,095 You're the living memory of this place. 402 00:38:01,071 --> 00:38:02,031 Come. 403 00:38:03,022 --> 00:38:03,887 Come. 404 00:38:05,934 --> 00:38:06,927 Hello. 405 00:38:09,903 --> 00:38:12,175 Where is your doll, today? 406 00:38:23,951 --> 00:38:26,255 What's that? A caterpillar. 407 00:38:26,351 --> 00:38:28,431 All these kids without parents... 408 00:38:29,326 --> 00:38:31,632 Why can't women just get abortions? 409 00:38:32,080 --> 00:38:34,159 It's against Christian rules. 410 00:38:35,152 --> 00:38:36,336 Silly rules. 411 00:38:38,288 --> 00:38:41,328 In the past, even Hindus considered abortion a sin, 412 00:38:41,424 --> 00:38:44,432 a crime worse than killing their own parents. 413 00:38:44,528 --> 00:38:46,607 That's so wrong. 414 00:38:47,280 --> 00:38:50,608 A woman knows what's best for her. It's her body. 415 00:38:55,120 --> 00:38:56,912 See that nurse? 416 00:38:58,224 --> 00:38:59,600 She was raped. 417 00:39:00,849 --> 00:39:02,993 And she had to keep the baby. 418 00:39:03,536 --> 00:39:08,241 It was a beautiful little boy. But he died within a few months. 419 00:39:09,361 --> 00:39:10,576 Oh, no... 420 00:39:11,057 --> 00:39:13,681 -And every single morning after that day, 421 00:39:14,001 --> 00:39:18,256 her first thought would be with that lost, unwanted child. 422 00:39:23,569 --> 00:39:25,073 A life of misery. 423 00:39:30,610 --> 00:39:32,018 Children... 424 00:39:32,402 --> 00:39:34,194 Impossible not to love them. 425 00:40:02,387 --> 00:40:03,795 Yes? 426 00:40:04,147 --> 00:40:05,875 My name is Mother Teresa, Father. 427 00:40:05,971 --> 00:40:07,859 I'm helping the poor people in the streets, 428 00:40:07,955 --> 00:40:10,707 and collecting donations for them to eat and drink. 429 00:40:10,803 --> 00:40:12,244 Can you help us, please? 430 00:40:12,339 --> 00:40:14,420 Are you asking me for money? 431 00:40:14,516 --> 00:40:17,267 Food is very acceptable as well, Father. 432 00:40:17,555 --> 00:40:19,251 I don't believe it. 433 00:40:19,635 --> 00:40:23,509 A nun begging from me in my own parish. 434 00:40:23,604 --> 00:40:26,451 Father, Jesus sent me to help the poor. 435 00:40:26,707 --> 00:40:28,883 I will talk to your superior. 436 00:40:28,979 --> 00:40:31,380 My work has been authorised by the Vatican. 437 00:40:31,476 --> 00:40:33,588 You should be ashamed of yourself. 438 00:40:33,684 --> 00:40:35,924 And this costume! 439 00:40:36,020 --> 00:40:37,332 It's ridiculous. 440 00:41:07,638 --> 00:41:09,717 Can you give me something? 441 00:41:09,813 --> 00:41:11,606 It's for my friends who are very hungry. 442 00:41:11,701 --> 00:41:13,526 Everybody is hungry in this city. 443 00:41:13,621 --> 00:41:15,413 I can't feed them all! 444 00:41:15,829 --> 00:41:19,126 I need money to pay for all these vegetables as well. 445 00:41:19,222 --> 00:41:21,046 Please. Any leftovers. 446 00:41:21,142 --> 00:41:23,638 No! Nothing is for free. 447 00:41:24,470 --> 00:41:26,614 Come back when you have some money. 448 00:42:24,600 --> 00:42:26,520 Yesterday, I learned a lesson 449 00:42:26,616 --> 00:42:30,040 about the poverty the poor are facing every day. 450 00:42:33,848 --> 00:42:35,994 I walked and walked, 451 00:42:36,441 --> 00:42:40,312 until my legs and arms hurt in search of food for them, 452 00:42:40,952 --> 00:42:43,065 and found nothing... 453 00:42:43,257 --> 00:42:46,937 I thought they too must feel the same pain. 454 00:42:58,906 --> 00:43:00,250 That same night... 455 00:43:01,529 --> 00:43:03,161 like a temptation, 456 00:43:03,257 --> 00:43:05,369 the vision of the Loreto Convent... 457 00:43:08,282 --> 00:43:09,977 came into my dream. 458 00:43:15,002 --> 00:43:18,330 Its comfort and all the beautiful things 459 00:43:18,426 --> 00:43:20,218 I have left behind... 460 00:43:20,313 --> 00:43:21,754 haunted me. 461 00:43:24,314 --> 00:43:28,314 I was missing all those I truly loved all these years. 462 00:43:31,482 --> 00:43:33,818 And the tempter kept saying... 463 00:43:35,130 --> 00:43:37,210 "Just say a word, 464 00:43:37,531 --> 00:43:39,930 "and everything will be returned to you." 465 00:43:55,484 --> 00:43:57,597 I could not hear you, 466 00:43:57,755 --> 00:43:59,547 not feel you... 467 00:44:05,308 --> 00:44:06,907 Talk to me! 468 00:44:09,021 --> 00:44:11,099 I was alone. 469 00:44:11,195 --> 00:44:13,468 And they were calling me... 470 00:44:34,685 --> 00:44:38,269 They need me as much as I need them. 471 00:44:39,389 --> 00:44:41,085 To find you... 472 00:45:03,326 --> 00:45:05,086 You can trust Kavita. 473 00:45:05,310 --> 00:45:07,455 She's a responsible girl, you don't need to worry 474 00:45:07,551 --> 00:45:08,446 about that. 475 00:45:09,567 --> 00:45:10,463 Yes. 476 00:45:12,062 --> 00:45:16,095 Aparna, I don't know, you really need to ask her. 477 00:45:21,598 --> 00:45:25,471 Okay, I have something on the stove so, I'll run, yeah? 478 00:45:25,567 --> 00:45:26,558 Okay. 479 00:45:28,351 --> 00:45:30,975 Your mother, she's worried about you, 480 00:45:31,071 --> 00:45:33,054 She didn't know you were here. -Typical. 481 00:45:34,783 --> 00:45:37,502 You know your mom loves to control everything 482 00:45:37,598 --> 00:45:38,783 and everyone. 483 00:45:39,647 --> 00:45:40,992 But things never really... 484 00:45:41,919 --> 00:45:43,872 turn out the way she wants. 485 00:45:45,985 --> 00:45:48,063 I owe you one, Deepali. 486 00:45:48,159 --> 00:45:49,728 Can I help you with anything? 487 00:45:51,328 --> 00:45:53,505 Come with me to Nirmal Hriday. 488 00:45:54,625 --> 00:45:55,999 Nirmal Hriday? 489 00:45:57,472 --> 00:45:59,008 House of the dying. 490 00:46:00,128 --> 00:46:01,472 I don't know about that. 491 00:46:01,759 --> 00:46:04,416 -I thought you want to help? -Yeah, I meant, like, with rent. 492 00:46:04,512 --> 00:46:05,792 Oh, no. 493 00:46:07,905 --> 00:46:10,368 Nirmal Hriday is not a place to be scared of. 494 00:46:11,200 --> 00:46:13,248 It is visited by angels. 495 00:46:15,393 --> 00:46:18,336 I'm not sure I can handle angels. 496 00:46:39,265 --> 00:46:41,249 Happy Birthday, Mother. 497 00:46:43,426 --> 00:46:44,865 Father? 498 00:46:45,121 --> 00:46:46,145 Subhashini! 499 00:46:46,242 --> 00:46:48,513 We have come to bring you presents, Mother! 500 00:46:48,641 --> 00:46:50,243 But it's not my birthday. 501 00:46:50,403 --> 00:46:52,641 Every day is your birthday. 502 00:46:52,737 --> 00:46:54,305 And it's their birthday too. 503 00:46:55,074 --> 00:46:56,194 Oh! 504 00:46:56,738 --> 00:46:58,401 This is wonderful. 505 00:46:58,497 --> 00:47:00,034 Wonderful! 506 00:47:01,859 --> 00:47:03,298 Mother, look! 507 00:47:08,323 --> 00:47:10,243 How did you do it? 508 00:47:10,339 --> 00:47:11,650 I would not be surprised 509 00:47:11,746 --> 00:47:15,043 if your friend up there was involved. 510 00:47:15,268 --> 00:47:17,635 And you are his angel. 511 00:47:19,108 --> 00:47:22,915 I think you have to thank your new Sister too, Mother. 512 00:47:23,011 --> 00:47:26,275 My new Sister? I don't have a Sister. 513 00:47:30,724 --> 00:47:32,131 Subhashini! 514 00:47:32,452 --> 00:47:35,780 What are you doing here? You should be in Loreto. 515 00:47:36,931 --> 00:47:38,756 I want to pronounce my vows. 516 00:47:42,275 --> 00:47:44,483 I've questioned my soul, Mother. 517 00:47:44,676 --> 00:47:48,549 And it tells me that my place is with you. 518 00:47:54,756 --> 00:47:56,068 And if you agree, 519 00:47:56,356 --> 00:47:59,940 I want to be named Sister Agnes, after your baptismal name. 520 00:48:03,270 --> 00:48:05,348 You have my blessing, 521 00:48:05,444 --> 00:48:07,332 Sister Agnes. 522 00:48:08,421 --> 00:48:09,797 But... 523 00:48:09,893 --> 00:48:13,766 Let's not lose sight of life's principal matters, 524 00:48:13,862 --> 00:48:15,813 and let's all have a good meal. 525 00:48:16,293 --> 00:48:19,270 I invite you and your class today. 526 00:48:19,366 --> 00:48:20,518 Thank you Father, 527 00:48:20,646 --> 00:48:23,302 but we have not yet finished our lesson. 528 00:48:23,717 --> 00:48:25,829 In fact, we just started. 529 00:48:26,278 --> 00:48:28,645 This is not the time for teaching. 530 00:48:28,741 --> 00:48:29,766 Why not? 531 00:48:29,862 --> 00:48:33,382 -It's the time to celebrate! -I agree. 532 00:48:33,478 --> 00:48:35,302 Well, then, let's celebrate. 533 00:48:43,078 --> 00:48:44,805 Let's celebrate! 534 00:49:20,263 --> 00:49:22,056 Hey Paul. Um... 535 00:49:22,151 --> 00:49:23,816 I'm in Kolkata. 536 00:49:25,832 --> 00:49:26,983 Uh... 537 00:49:28,392 --> 00:49:29,352 Look, it's, um... 538 00:49:30,504 --> 00:49:33,639 It's not easy for me to make this decision alone. 539 00:49:33,960 --> 00:49:37,097 I take it you don't want the child, but... 540 00:49:37,256 --> 00:49:38,792 Please call me back. 541 00:49:43,016 --> 00:49:45,641 I thought you cared... about me. 542 00:49:48,424 --> 00:49:49,705 Um, bye. 543 00:50:02,601 --> 00:50:04,969 We have never been here. 544 00:50:05,065 --> 00:50:06,921 It's a shortcut. 545 00:50:09,930 --> 00:50:11,177 Look. 546 00:50:23,242 --> 00:50:25,290 Oh my God. 547 00:50:25,386 --> 00:50:26,923 She's still alive. 548 00:51:04,716 --> 00:51:06,284 Wait, wait. 549 00:51:11,308 --> 00:51:13,964 Sister Agnes, find us a rickshaw 550 00:51:14,060 --> 00:51:15,403 Yes, Mother. 551 00:51:45,421 --> 00:51:47,725 Mother, they won't stop. 552 00:51:47,821 --> 00:51:49,453 Take care of her. 553 00:53:43,730 --> 00:53:47,089 This woman needs help, it's an emergency. 554 00:53:49,073 --> 00:53:51,313 Are you going to pay for her treatment? 555 00:53:51,410 --> 00:53:54,034 I'm sorry, we don't have any money. 556 00:53:55,057 --> 00:53:57,170 We can't accept patients who are unable to pay 557 00:53:57,266 --> 00:53:58,258 for their treatment. 558 00:53:58,609 --> 00:54:00,786 We can't just let her die alone. 559 00:54:02,290 --> 00:54:04,369 God is our witness. 560 00:54:04,978 --> 00:54:07,571 You must send her back to the streets. I'm sorry. 561 00:54:09,426 --> 00:54:11,154 Let me see the doctor. 562 00:54:14,514 --> 00:54:16,082 None of the doctors are available 563 00:54:16,178 --> 00:54:17,523 at this moment, Sister. 564 00:54:19,154 --> 00:54:20,243 I'll wait. 565 00:54:45,172 --> 00:54:47,155 We will take care of this woman, Sisters. 566 00:54:47,251 --> 00:54:48,628 Thank you, doctor. 567 00:54:56,116 --> 00:54:59,028 I'm sorry, but she passed away. 568 00:54:59,123 --> 00:55:00,564 It was much too late. 569 00:55:00,660 --> 00:55:03,028 Even if you had brought her here a few days ago, 570 00:55:03,124 --> 00:55:04,948 it would've been too late. 571 00:55:05,843 --> 00:55:07,060 Thank you, doctor. 572 00:55:12,437 --> 00:55:15,029 Things can't go on like this. 573 00:55:42,933 --> 00:55:44,918 Ah. 574 00:55:48,053 --> 00:55:52,502 There's no point trying to save one life here, one life there... 575 00:55:54,870 --> 00:55:56,118 I think 576 00:55:56,278 --> 00:55:59,350 we need to try and solve the problem at the root. 577 00:56:03,831 --> 00:56:05,495 We need to... 578 00:56:05,943 --> 00:56:08,406 try and change this cultural habit itself 579 00:56:08,502 --> 00:56:12,663 where people stop disposing of their elderly on the streets. 580 00:56:13,079 --> 00:56:14,327 Dr Ahmed, 581 00:56:14,710 --> 00:56:17,815 while you figure out a good way to solve the problem at the root 582 00:56:17,911 --> 00:56:19,575 I need to take dying people off the streets 583 00:56:19,671 --> 00:56:22,071 to bring them to a proper place where they can have a bed, 584 00:56:22,167 --> 00:56:23,800 and die with some dignity. -Mm. 585 00:56:23,895 --> 00:56:26,199 You have to give me a place for them. 586 00:56:26,295 --> 00:56:27,703 Now! 587 00:56:32,536 --> 00:56:34,744 I was advised not to have an argument 588 00:56:34,839 --> 00:56:36,120 with you, Mother Teresa. 589 00:56:36,472 --> 00:56:39,032 You haven't been in the streets for long but, 590 00:56:39,128 --> 00:56:41,880 certainly you have earned yourself quite a reputation. 591 00:56:45,688 --> 00:56:48,024 I'm not here for my reputation. 592 00:56:48,120 --> 00:56:49,465 I know. 593 00:56:53,080 --> 00:56:53,976 Well... 594 00:56:55,608 --> 00:56:58,168 I might have an idea, but, 595 00:56:58,264 --> 00:57:00,184 that's probably a bad one. 596 00:57:00,729 --> 00:57:02,104 Why? 597 00:57:07,833 --> 00:57:09,401 Here we are. 598 00:57:09,784 --> 00:57:11,352 The ninth wonder of the world, 599 00:57:12,441 --> 00:57:16,025 Nirmal Hriday, "House of the Dying." 600 00:57:18,041 --> 00:57:19,961 I'm not sure about this. 601 00:57:20,057 --> 00:57:21,369 Don't worry, 602 00:57:21,529 --> 00:57:24,313 It's not going to kill you. Come. 603 00:57:38,202 --> 00:57:41,114 The city was renting this place to a merchant 604 00:57:41,210 --> 00:57:44,187 but he had to close his business. 605 00:57:44,282 --> 00:57:46,650 Do you think this might fit your needs? 606 00:57:52,058 --> 00:57:54,331 It certainly needs some painting. 607 00:57:58,394 --> 00:57:59,323 It's huge. 608 00:57:59,675 --> 00:58:02,939 Yes, it's perfect for our Nirmal Hriday. 609 00:58:03,292 --> 00:58:05,083 The House of the Dying. 610 00:58:06,330 --> 00:58:09,148 We can start the work right away. 611 00:58:09,243 --> 00:58:11,771 That is if you agree, Dr Ahmed? 612 00:58:11,867 --> 00:58:13,244 Ah... 613 00:58:13,371 --> 00:58:15,227 I'm happy that you like the place, Mother Teresa, 614 00:58:15,323 --> 00:58:18,523 but let me show you what might be a small problem. 615 00:58:28,956 --> 00:58:33,021 This Kali temple right behind the building... 616 00:58:33,117 --> 00:58:35,644 some Hindus might not accept you. 617 00:58:35,740 --> 00:58:38,620 They might suspect you want to convert them. 618 00:58:45,534 --> 00:58:46,876 Good morning, Deepali. 619 00:58:52,476 --> 00:58:53,628 Come. 620 00:59:16,157 --> 00:59:16,989 Come. 621 00:59:41,407 --> 00:59:43,583 Her name is Sati. 622 00:59:45,952 --> 00:59:47,198 Here. 623 00:59:47,359 --> 00:59:49,919 Take this cool water and wipe her forehead, 624 00:59:50,014 --> 00:59:51,455 that'll ease the pain. 625 00:59:52,030 --> 00:59:53,502 Excuse me? 626 00:59:53,983 --> 00:59:56,159 Go on, don't be shy. You can do it. 627 01:00:01,919 --> 01:00:03,999 Here, we have to bring her fever down. 628 01:00:14,464 --> 01:00:15,680 Are you a doctor? 629 01:00:16,095 --> 01:00:18,432 I'm a volunteer, like all the other foreigners 630 01:00:18,529 --> 01:00:20,735 you see here. 631 01:00:20,831 --> 01:00:23,360 His father was here, you know, 30 years ago. 632 01:00:23,457 --> 01:00:24,992 when he was studying medicine. 633 01:00:25,504 --> 01:00:26,591 So is Rupert now. 634 01:00:26,752 --> 01:00:28,800 You may say it's a family tradition. 635 01:00:30,113 --> 01:00:32,544 But he hates it here. -I'm counting down the days. 636 01:00:38,528 --> 01:00:39,488 Is she dead? 637 01:00:43,265 --> 01:00:44,161 Uh... 638 01:00:45,665 --> 01:00:47,137 Uh, sleeping. 639 01:00:48,801 --> 01:00:50,945 Rupert, will you show Kavita around? 640 01:00:51,170 --> 01:00:52,865 I will see both of you later on. 641 01:00:56,898 --> 01:00:58,337 It'll be a pleasure. 642 01:01:01,153 --> 01:01:02,977 So, you're not a doctor? 643 01:01:03,393 --> 01:01:06,722 I'm still a medical student, but I will be a doctor. 644 01:01:06,817 --> 01:01:08,610 You know, my family have been doctors 645 01:01:08,705 --> 01:01:10,017 for the last four generations. 646 01:01:10,178 --> 01:01:13,058 I'm the next in line. Quite a traditional lad. 647 01:01:13,154 --> 01:01:16,066 And you, what do you do? If you don't mind me asking. 648 01:01:16,162 --> 01:01:17,346 I'm a musician. 649 01:01:17,442 --> 01:01:19,075 A violinist. 650 01:01:19,171 --> 01:01:21,634 Wow, an artist. 651 01:01:21,730 --> 01:01:22,882 Interesting. 652 01:01:24,290 --> 01:01:26,434 And are you here to save humanity 653 01:01:26,530 --> 01:01:28,162 or just yourself? 654 01:01:28,707 --> 01:01:30,051 I'm taking a break. 655 01:01:31,074 --> 01:01:32,706 -A break from what? 656 01:01:33,411 --> 01:01:34,882 From my life. 657 01:01:39,554 --> 01:01:41,411 -When people come here they're usually filthy 658 01:01:41,507 --> 01:01:43,747 because they've been living on the streets. 659 01:01:44,419 --> 01:01:45,763 You can tell how long they've been out there 660 01:01:45,860 --> 01:01:47,203 from how they smell. 661 01:02:34,532 --> 01:02:36,293 Mother, they're attacking us! 662 01:02:40,486 --> 01:02:43,813 -Stay away from the windows. Just do your work. 663 01:02:48,901 --> 01:02:50,694 My passport. 664 01:02:58,245 --> 01:03:00,517 Your brothers and sisters... 665 01:03:01,477 --> 01:03:03,846 Your brothers and sisters are dying inside. 666 01:03:03,941 --> 01:03:06,086 They need to rest. 667 01:03:08,070 --> 01:03:10,247 If you want to destroy this place, 668 01:03:10,406 --> 01:03:12,550 take me and kill me instead. 669 01:03:13,637 --> 01:03:15,878 But don't make so much noise. 670 01:03:15,975 --> 01:03:17,063 Hey! 671 01:03:43,463 --> 01:03:45,447 Don't let them disturb you. 672 01:03:45,800 --> 01:03:46,920 Go on. 673 01:03:47,016 --> 01:03:48,263 Carry on. 674 01:04:43,177 --> 01:04:44,841 My child... 675 01:05:55,148 --> 01:05:58,060 They're leaving! They're leaving! 676 01:06:05,548 --> 01:06:07,181 You see Deepali, 677 01:06:07,276 --> 01:06:09,356 he always protects us. 678 01:06:09,901 --> 01:06:13,741 As long as he's here, there is nothing to fear. 679 01:06:13,837 --> 01:06:15,084 Ever. 680 01:06:15,277 --> 01:06:18,157 You are so lucky that Jesus loves you so much. 681 01:06:18,254 --> 01:06:20,238 He loves you too, my child. 682 01:06:20,462 --> 01:06:21,804 Are you sure? 683 01:06:21,964 --> 01:06:22,893 Yes. 684 01:06:24,174 --> 01:06:25,870 He loves all of us. 685 01:06:26,701 --> 01:06:28,429 I'm sure of that. 686 01:06:40,366 --> 01:06:42,190 So, my mom picks me up from the hospital 687 01:06:42,286 --> 01:06:44,623 and she says that we have lunch with my Dad. 688 01:06:44,718 --> 01:06:46,191 And then I was like okay, 689 01:06:46,318 --> 01:06:48,782 I wasn't really in the mood, obviously I'd just had an X-ray. 690 01:06:48,879 --> 01:06:50,509 I get home, my dad's there, 691 01:06:50,605 --> 01:06:53,358 this random Indian guy, who I've never met before, 692 01:06:53,454 --> 01:06:54,542 and his parents. 693 01:06:54,767 --> 01:06:56,079 - You know, I understand 694 01:06:56,175 --> 01:06:59,182 that people would still marry within their caste in India, 695 01:06:59,278 --> 01:07:01,903 but, in England? I mean, that's... 696 01:07:02,447 --> 01:07:05,423 That's weird. Why would your parents still do that? 697 01:07:05,615 --> 01:07:08,495 They don't want to be excluded from their community. 698 01:07:08,655 --> 01:07:10,799 That's all that really matters to them. 699 01:07:11,152 --> 01:07:15,088 So, you wouldn't be able to marry me, for instance. 700 01:07:15,408 --> 01:07:16,623 I'm not my parents. 701 01:07:16,720 --> 01:07:18,800 I wouldn't marry someone I didn't love. 702 01:07:18,896 --> 01:07:20,975 -What's your type? 703 01:07:21,072 --> 01:07:23,536 Dark skin, brown eyes? 704 01:07:24,496 --> 01:07:26,832 I've always found blue eyes... 705 01:07:26,928 --> 01:07:28,336 repulsive. 706 01:07:29,967 --> 01:07:32,015 So, I don't stand a chance, then? 707 01:07:33,807 --> 01:07:34,992 What about children? 708 01:07:35,088 --> 01:07:37,680 Are you interested in reproduction? 709 01:07:39,184 --> 01:07:41,136 I'm too young to die. 710 01:07:41,233 --> 01:07:42,864 Yes, and we only live once. 711 01:07:43,025 --> 01:07:44,561 Not if you're a Hindu. 712 01:07:53,840 --> 01:07:55,537 I saw the two of you. 713 01:07:57,457 --> 01:08:00,178 There is something cooking? 714 01:08:00,274 --> 01:08:01,265 What do you mean? 715 01:08:04,049 --> 01:08:05,456 He's quite cute, isn't he? 716 01:08:05,552 --> 01:08:08,529 I must admit, he's not the ugliest. 717 01:08:17,586 --> 01:08:18,642 What's wrong? 718 01:08:23,475 --> 01:08:24,625 I need to sit down. 719 01:08:36,755 --> 01:08:38,259 -How many months? 720 01:08:42,226 --> 01:08:45,523 Two. But I'm not keeping it. 721 01:08:45,619 --> 01:08:46,611 Why not? 722 01:08:46,802 --> 01:08:48,819 Because I don't want to be a mother. 723 01:08:48,915 --> 01:08:51,123 I-- I have other things to do with my life. 724 01:08:53,011 --> 01:08:56,564 What about the father? Doesn't he want to marry you? 725 01:08:56,724 --> 01:08:59,315 Why does everyone want to see me married? 726 01:08:59,731 --> 01:09:01,074 Why can't I just be a single woman 727 01:09:01,170 --> 01:09:02,963 who doesn't want children? 728 01:09:18,068 --> 01:09:19,540 He doesn't want me... 729 01:09:21,267 --> 01:09:23,123 Ever since I told him I was pregnant 730 01:09:23,219 --> 01:09:24,661 he won't even speak to me. 731 01:09:26,963 --> 01:09:28,501 I don't know what to do. 732 01:09:30,165 --> 01:09:32,693 - Don't you worry, my dear. 733 01:09:32,949 --> 01:09:36,340 Everything will fall into place in its own time. 734 01:09:38,741 --> 01:09:40,468 I'm scared. 735 01:09:42,677 --> 01:09:43,637 See... 736 01:09:44,373 --> 01:09:45,845 this is for you. 737 01:09:51,093 --> 01:09:53,013 I want you to have it. 738 01:09:53,110 --> 01:09:56,438 It'll do you good. Trust me. Here. 739 01:09:56,565 --> 01:09:57,973 Take it. 740 01:10:11,414 --> 01:10:12,566 Mama... 741 01:10:14,742 --> 01:10:15,670 I miss you... 742 01:12:03,578 --> 01:12:06,938 The pain won't stop. What's wrong with her? 743 01:12:07,034 --> 01:12:09,146 It's inside the head. 744 01:12:09,402 --> 01:12:10,938 Could be a tumor or a haemorrhage 745 01:12:11,034 --> 01:12:12,667 She needs to go to hospital. 746 01:12:12,890 --> 01:12:14,138 They won't take her. 747 01:12:14,235 --> 01:12:17,563 She has no money, no relatives, nothing. 748 01:12:19,579 --> 01:12:20,891 It's terrible. 749 01:12:22,875 --> 01:12:24,250 Can I pay for her treatment? 750 01:12:26,555 --> 01:12:28,091 I'll tell you what you can do. 751 01:12:28,186 --> 01:12:30,395 Try massaging her head, 752 01:12:30,715 --> 01:12:34,875 her neck, and that should help with the blood flow. 753 01:12:34,971 --> 01:12:36,443 Are you sure? 754 01:12:46,300 --> 01:12:48,603 Don't be afraid to touch her. 755 01:12:52,187 --> 01:12:55,419 That's it. Apply your hands generously, don't hold back. 756 01:13:01,756 --> 01:13:03,164 You see? 757 01:13:05,020 --> 01:13:06,333 They like to be touched. 758 01:13:06,429 --> 01:13:08,316 Old people don't get touched so much. 759 01:13:12,764 --> 01:13:15,644 Shouldn't the women's ward be off limit to men? 760 01:13:17,021 --> 01:13:18,620 I'm a doctor, remember. 761 01:13:32,541 --> 01:13:34,397 You like this, don't you Sati? 762 01:13:34,493 --> 01:13:35,741 Mm. 763 01:13:51,134 --> 01:13:53,791 - I envy you. - Why? 764 01:13:54,142 --> 01:13:56,959 You have your music, your vocation... 765 01:13:57,278 --> 01:13:58,750 It's beautiful to know from the start 766 01:13:58,846 --> 01:14:01,151 what you want to do in life. Like... 767 01:14:01,408 --> 01:14:02,622 Mother Teresa. 768 01:14:03,038 --> 01:14:06,174 You know, I was reading about her life and what's so amazing 769 01:14:06,271 --> 01:14:09,791 is even when she lost her faith, she went on helping people. 770 01:14:10,111 --> 01:14:14,815 Most people, when in total doubt just... give up on their dreams. 771 01:14:15,006 --> 01:14:16,991 But she didn't. 772 01:14:17,087 --> 01:14:19,071 I guess I'm not that type. 773 01:14:20,991 --> 01:14:23,647 There are definitely some things I can't agree with, though. 774 01:14:23,807 --> 01:14:25,823 .Like abortion, for instance. 775 01:14:25,983 --> 01:14:28,255 She was uncompromising about it. 776 01:14:28,640 --> 01:14:31,104 It just doesn't make sense with what we know today. 777 01:14:31,265 --> 01:14:32,959 I sort of understand her, you know. 778 01:14:33,056 --> 01:14:35,616 I'm from a traditional family of doctors, and we... 779 01:14:35,712 --> 01:14:38,655 believe in trying to preserve life at all costs. 780 01:14:38,751 --> 01:14:40,832 But it can ruin a woman's life! 781 01:14:41,152 --> 01:14:43,872 Say you're pregnant and you can't take care of the child. 782 01:14:43,968 --> 01:14:46,656 Or it could even endanger your own life just to keep it! 783 01:14:46,912 --> 01:14:49,184 Why should you have to have a child against your own will? 784 01:14:49,280 --> 01:14:51,584 Well, it's about saving a life, a human being. 785 01:14:51,681 --> 01:14:53,088 It's hardly a human being. 786 01:14:53,184 --> 01:14:55,617 It's just a collection of cells, with no consciousness... 787 01:14:55,777 --> 01:14:57,441 How can you say you're murdering a human being? 788 01:14:57,537 --> 01:14:58,977 Well, from a biological point of view, 789 01:14:59,073 --> 01:15:02,016 the moment you're conceived is the start of your life. 790 01:15:02,112 --> 01:15:04,097 Wouldn't you call yourself a human then? 791 01:15:04,449 --> 01:15:06,081 What about the women who are raped? 792 01:15:06,177 --> 01:15:08,673 And the stigma they face in India? 793 01:15:09,024 --> 01:15:10,498 These women's lives are lost 794 01:15:10,593 --> 01:15:11,713 because they can't have abortions. 795 01:15:11,809 --> 01:15:14,017 Yes, the stigma is important, 796 01:15:14,113 --> 01:15:15,330 but... 797 01:15:15,617 --> 01:15:18,017 I believe that when a man and a woman 798 01:15:18,113 --> 01:15:19,329 are fond of each other, 799 01:15:19,489 --> 01:15:20,865 and want to create a home for themselves, 800 01:15:20,961 --> 01:15:22,209 a child completes the picture. 801 01:15:22,369 --> 01:15:23,873 You're avoiding the question. 802 01:15:23,971 --> 01:15:25,345 I'm distracted. 803 01:15:25,634 --> 01:15:28,577 And I think we've had enough politics for today. 804 01:15:30,913 --> 01:15:32,547 It's not fair. 805 01:15:32,994 --> 01:15:35,394 You shouldn't be allowed to have blue eyes like that. 806 01:15:35,649 --> 01:15:37,154 I bribed the midwife. 807 01:15:38,434 --> 01:15:40,482 I shouldn't be doing this... 808 01:16:22,276 --> 01:16:25,027 -It's a wonderful day for the Congregation, Mother. 809 01:16:25,123 --> 01:16:27,843 Now, you have a real headquarters. 810 01:16:28,099 --> 01:16:31,812 I wanted to thank the Archbishop personally, but he hasn't come. 811 01:16:31,972 --> 01:16:35,845 He told me to tell you that he is with you in his thoughts. 812 01:16:51,077 --> 01:16:52,772 I am lost, Father. 813 01:16:54,405 --> 01:16:56,708 He hasn't talked to me since I started working 814 01:16:56,804 --> 01:16:57,637 in the slums. 815 01:16:57,797 --> 01:17:02,277 Oh, he... he is always a very busy man. 816 01:17:02,629 --> 01:17:05,061 I'm not talking about the Archbishop. 817 01:17:05,157 --> 01:17:06,534 I'm talking about him! 818 01:17:07,365 --> 01:17:08,197 Oh... 819 01:17:09,285 --> 01:17:10,821 Him... Hmm. 820 01:17:20,006 --> 01:17:24,807 Faith might be obscured by the clouds of doubt, 821 01:17:25,638 --> 01:17:27,558 but it will come back. 822 01:17:29,575 --> 01:17:31,974 Be patient, Mother. 823 01:17:32,070 --> 01:17:34,535 What if faith is leaving me? 824 01:17:34,854 --> 01:17:36,870 Have faith in him. 825 01:17:38,630 --> 01:17:40,135 I will try, Father... 826 01:17:53,927 --> 01:17:55,814 I want God 827 01:17:55,910 --> 01:17:58,055 with all the powers 828 01:17:58,536 --> 01:18:00,359 of my soul 829 01:18:00,456 --> 01:18:02,119 and yet there is, 830 01:18:03,047 --> 01:18:04,519 between us, 831 01:18:04,615 --> 01:18:08,233 this terrible separation. 832 01:18:08,327 --> 01:18:11,848 But I must keep this absence secret. 833 01:18:15,111 --> 01:18:17,544 It should never be revealed to anyone. 834 01:18:20,424 --> 01:18:24,168 These letters will have to be destroyed after my death, 835 01:18:26,153 --> 01:18:28,520 so nobody will ever know 836 01:18:28,616 --> 01:18:31,049 that I have lost my faith. 837 01:18:38,825 --> 01:18:40,361 Gonxhe... 838 01:19:47,307 --> 01:19:50,410 It's wonderful to have you back here, Mother. 839 01:19:50,508 --> 01:19:52,428 We wouldn't miss our weekly appointment 840 01:19:52,524 --> 01:19:53,740 for anything, Mr Sen. 841 01:19:53,899 --> 01:19:57,099 How are the troops today? -Morale is high, 842 01:19:57,388 --> 01:19:59,180 despite the circumstances. 843 01:19:59,276 --> 01:20:01,356 This heavy rain is taking its toll. 844 01:20:01,452 --> 01:20:05,068 Climate is one free gift from God that affects everyone, 845 01:20:05,164 --> 01:20:06,925 the rich and the poor alike. 846 01:20:10,028 --> 01:20:11,308 Mita? 847 01:20:13,645 --> 01:20:15,597 I beg your pardon? 848 01:20:15,693 --> 01:20:17,453 Do you know this woman, Mita? 849 01:20:20,108 --> 01:20:21,068 Mita? 850 01:20:21,357 --> 01:20:22,413 I'm afraid not. 851 01:20:23,469 --> 01:20:25,932 She must have come here recently. 852 01:20:44,558 --> 01:20:46,286 This is her place. 853 01:20:50,893 --> 01:20:51,821 Mita. 854 01:20:55,373 --> 01:20:57,517 We were so worried about you. 855 01:20:57,613 --> 01:21:00,397 You just disappeared when we heard you were sick. 856 01:21:00,493 --> 01:21:02,381 Why did you not come to us? 857 01:21:02,734 --> 01:21:04,750 How could you help me, Mother? 858 01:21:05,358 --> 01:21:07,759 I don't want this life as a leper. 859 01:21:08,142 --> 01:21:10,254 God takes care of our life. 860 01:21:11,119 --> 01:21:12,846 He promised us a better afterlife. 861 01:21:12,942 --> 01:21:14,862 We mustn't disappoint him in this one. 862 01:21:14,959 --> 01:21:17,454 I can't see my children anymore. 863 01:21:23,150 --> 01:21:25,358 They don't want to see me either. 864 01:21:27,118 --> 01:21:29,262 I will help you, Mita. 865 01:21:30,448 --> 01:21:32,111 You're my friend. 866 01:21:44,527 --> 01:21:46,864 I've booked the flights to Kerala. 867 01:21:52,464 --> 01:21:54,768 Rupert, there's something I need to tell you. 868 01:21:55,023 --> 01:21:57,903 You feel blessed. Sure. I know. 869 01:21:59,249 --> 01:22:00,623 I'm pregnant. 870 01:22:01,009 --> 01:22:04,112 Are you serious? 871 01:22:11,697 --> 01:22:14,160 Do you mind dating a pregnant woman? 872 01:22:21,297 --> 01:22:22,546 Let's put it this way, 873 01:22:22,642 --> 01:22:24,977 I think it would be easier if you weren't. 874 01:22:35,026 --> 01:22:36,786 Do you know whose baby it is? 875 01:22:36,882 --> 01:22:38,866 Of course I know who the father is. 876 01:22:39,185 --> 01:22:40,913 It's a man I've loved, he's not just anybody! 877 01:22:41,009 --> 01:22:42,546 What are you doing running away from him? 878 01:22:42,642 --> 01:22:44,881 -I'm not running away! -What are you doing in India? 879 01:22:54,931 --> 01:22:57,265 I don't know if I'm keeping it yet. 880 01:22:59,667 --> 01:23:02,739 Either way, I don't know if I want to be part of it. 881 01:23:09,010 --> 01:23:11,762 I never knew a foetus could be so repulsive. 882 01:23:22,164 --> 01:23:23,346 Mita? 883 01:23:26,323 --> 01:23:27,444 Mita? 884 01:23:30,644 --> 01:23:31,571 Mita! 885 01:23:31,668 --> 01:23:32,787 Mita? 886 01:23:36,755 --> 01:23:38,292 Where has she gone? 887 01:23:38,611 --> 01:23:40,788 I haven't the faintest idea. 888 01:23:46,452 --> 01:23:47,829 Mita! 889 01:23:49,075 --> 01:23:50,260 Mother! Hurry! 890 01:23:50,357 --> 01:23:52,756 We have to get her down! 891 01:25:04,918 --> 01:25:06,263 Kavita? 892 01:25:08,758 --> 01:25:10,167 Coming! 893 01:25:21,112 --> 01:25:23,384 Mom? What are you doing here? 894 01:25:23,480 --> 01:25:24,855 Why did you run off like that? 895 01:25:25,143 --> 01:25:27,095 Without telling anyone. I was mad with worry! 896 01:25:27,192 --> 01:25:28,441 I know, I'm sorry. 897 01:25:28,536 --> 01:25:30,488 You're sorry? What is wrong with you? 898 01:25:30,584 --> 01:25:32,920 -Wait. Why don't you both sit? 899 01:25:33,081 --> 01:25:34,807 The food is getting cold. 900 01:25:40,249 --> 01:25:41,657 Who's the father? 901 01:25:43,704 --> 01:25:44,761 Paul. 902 01:25:44,920 --> 01:25:46,681 You met him at the hospital. 903 01:25:46,777 --> 01:25:48,569 That white boy? 904 01:25:48,729 --> 01:25:50,297 That guitar teacher? 905 01:25:50,585 --> 01:25:51,513 We're doomed! 906 01:25:51,736 --> 01:25:53,785 You have to have an abortion. -I wanted to. 907 01:25:53,880 --> 01:25:55,129 Yeah, but what stopped you then? 908 01:25:55,225 --> 01:25:56,729 This might be your last chance 909 01:25:56,824 --> 01:25:58,585 to get a good Brahmin boy like Rajiv. 910 01:25:58,680 --> 01:26:01,241 Just... get rid of the baby, no one will know. 911 01:26:01,401 --> 01:26:04,953 Mom, I wouldn't hide the fact I was pregnant from my partner. 912 01:26:05,305 --> 01:26:08,312 You're being ridiculous. -You have to secure your future. 913 01:26:08,409 --> 01:26:10,970 I don't want a secure future! 914 01:26:11,545 --> 01:26:14,650 I don't need you and Dad to make decisions for me, 915 01:26:14,746 --> 01:26:16,186 I'm not a child anymore. 916 01:26:17,913 --> 01:26:20,410 I don't want to live your life. 917 01:26:20,922 --> 01:26:24,186 I want to live my own life, on my own terms. 918 01:26:24,282 --> 01:26:25,498 I want... 919 01:26:25,593 --> 01:26:27,451 an adventure. I want... 920 01:26:27,545 --> 01:26:29,371 the spark! 921 01:26:29,466 --> 01:26:31,162 I don't want my life planned out for me 922 01:26:31,258 --> 01:26:32,826 the way your parents did for you. 923 01:26:32,922 --> 01:26:35,258 I want... to actually love. 924 01:26:35,419 --> 01:26:37,051 I want to be loved! 925 01:26:46,395 --> 01:26:48,123 I want to be loved. 926 01:26:49,467 --> 01:26:51,035 You have to tell her. 927 01:26:53,339 --> 01:26:55,003 She needs to know. 928 01:27:02,972 --> 01:27:04,347 What do I need to know? 929 01:27:11,036 --> 01:27:13,756 What do I need to know? For Christ's sake just tell me! 930 01:27:17,660 --> 01:27:19,100 You were adopted. 931 01:27:24,668 --> 01:27:27,260 What? 932 01:27:27,356 --> 01:27:30,236 You were adopted when you were just a baby, sweetie. 933 01:27:40,285 --> 01:27:43,261 You came from the orphanage, at the Missionaries of Charity, 934 01:27:43,357 --> 01:27:45,309 just like the other kids. 935 01:27:55,614 --> 01:27:56,926 Adopted? 936 01:27:59,614 --> 01:28:02,109 Your father and I, when we married, we... 937 01:28:03,165 --> 01:28:04,158 He couldn't have children. 938 01:28:07,390 --> 01:28:09,662 -You were my favourite at the orphanage, 939 01:28:09,758 --> 01:28:11,870 from the very first day that we found you, 940 01:28:11,966 --> 01:28:13,790 the day you were abandoned. 941 01:28:15,070 --> 01:28:16,638 Abandoned? 942 01:28:24,415 --> 01:28:25,310 You're a Dalit. 943 01:28:26,399 --> 01:28:28,030 An untouchable. 944 01:28:29,631 --> 01:28:32,159 The Brahmin community rejected your parents, 945 01:28:32,256 --> 01:28:33,855 that's why they left India. 946 01:28:41,919 --> 01:28:45,759 Is Kavita even my real name? 947 01:28:45,855 --> 01:28:48,735 It was the name given to you at the orphanage. 948 01:28:49,151 --> 01:28:51,360 And my real mother, is she alive? 949 01:28:51,775 --> 01:28:53,632 She died when you were born. 950 01:29:08,640 --> 01:29:11,072 So, I'm a Dalit. 951 01:29:13,344 --> 01:29:14,720 An untouchable. 952 01:29:16,608 --> 01:29:19,489 That's why you wanted me to marry a Brahmin so badly? 953 01:29:19,936 --> 01:29:21,952 We just wanted to protect you. 954 01:30:04,578 --> 01:30:07,010 Why is everything so dirty in here? 955 01:30:07,106 --> 01:30:10,531 Sorry, Mother. We haven't got the time to wipe the floor yet. 956 01:30:16,035 --> 01:30:18,371 I told you a hundred times, 957 01:30:18,467 --> 01:30:22,274 the dirt on the floor is the dirt inside your head! 958 01:30:22,596 --> 01:30:24,034 Sister Rosa will do it, Mother. 959 01:30:26,947 --> 01:30:29,155 Mother, please. You need some rest. 960 01:30:29,316 --> 01:30:31,395 I don't need to rest! 961 01:30:45,155 --> 01:30:47,683 I know I never deserved your love. 962 01:30:49,251 --> 01:30:52,131 Why did you give it to me in the first place? 963 01:30:52,357 --> 01:30:54,724 Why did you not leave me alone? 964 01:30:56,004 --> 01:30:58,564 You took everything from me. 965 01:31:00,548 --> 01:31:01,636 Your love... 966 01:31:03,044 --> 01:31:05,444 Your love was only an illusion. 967 01:31:07,012 --> 01:31:09,380 I don't believe in you. 968 01:31:09,476 --> 01:31:11,013 You don't exist. 969 01:31:12,677 --> 01:31:13,829 Soul, 970 01:31:14,980 --> 01:31:16,677 Paradise, God. 971 01:31:18,693 --> 01:31:21,765 These words don't mean anything anymore. 972 01:31:24,006 --> 01:31:26,117 I have lost my faith. 973 01:31:27,782 --> 01:31:29,285 I'm alone. 974 01:31:29,381 --> 01:31:31,718 There is no God and we're all alone 975 01:31:31,813 --> 01:31:33,413 and that's the truth! 976 01:31:34,949 --> 01:31:36,901 What have you done? 977 01:31:40,166 --> 01:31:41,445 Nothing. 978 01:31:41,797 --> 01:31:43,973 You must have done something. 979 01:31:45,254 --> 01:31:48,198 I... did exactly 980 01:31:48,294 --> 01:31:51,014 what he told me to do. Exactly! 981 01:32:07,111 --> 01:32:08,711 I've been good... 982 01:32:14,215 --> 01:32:16,262 I've been good. 983 01:33:02,826 --> 01:33:04,393 It's all I can see. 984 01:33:06,280 --> 01:33:07,496 Darkness. 985 01:33:11,049 --> 01:33:13,097 When I send my prayers up... 986 01:33:15,497 --> 01:33:17,545 they return like knives. 987 01:33:23,721 --> 01:33:26,282 Why does Jesus not love me anymore? 988 01:33:29,098 --> 01:33:30,857 What can I do, Father? 989 01:33:33,194 --> 01:33:36,874 You need to accept the darkness within your soul 990 01:33:37,034 --> 01:33:40,171 as a true spiritual side of your work, 991 01:33:40,331 --> 01:33:42,730 however painful that might be. 992 01:33:49,899 --> 01:33:51,050 Father... 993 01:33:52,683 --> 01:33:55,788 I don't know how long I will have the strength... 994 01:33:56,074 --> 01:33:57,770 to live without faith, 995 01:33:59,146 --> 01:34:00,875 without love. 996 01:34:03,468 --> 01:34:07,115 If your intuition tells you 997 01:34:07,275 --> 01:34:10,346 that this is the only path for you... 998 01:34:14,571 --> 01:34:18,283 you might find some relief in this acceptance. 999 01:34:18,572 --> 01:34:21,931 If my pain can comfort just one single soul, 1000 01:34:24,043 --> 01:34:26,253 then I shall pretend to everyone 1001 01:34:27,405 --> 01:34:29,644 that I am a flower of God. 1002 01:34:57,644 --> 01:35:00,172 I'm sorry you feel so much pain. 1003 01:35:01,325 --> 01:35:02,734 I wish I could help you. 1004 01:35:03,598 --> 01:35:04,941 Thank you. 1005 01:37:48,724 --> 01:37:50,194 Who the hell is that? 1006 01:37:50,291 --> 01:37:52,692 In case you don't know, some of us work nights! 1007 01:37:52,947 --> 01:37:54,003 It's me! 1008 01:37:55,252 --> 01:37:57,460 Open the door, Paul! -It's open! 1009 01:38:05,204 --> 01:38:06,387 Kavita. 1010 01:38:07,221 --> 01:38:09,077 How... I thought you were in India. 1011 01:38:09,173 --> 01:38:12,117 You thought I would get lost and disappear like you did? 1012 01:38:12,532 --> 01:38:14,708 You thought you could get me pregnant and get away with it? 1013 01:38:14,804 --> 01:38:16,661 Is it so hard to tell me that you don't want to see me, 1014 01:38:16,757 --> 01:38:18,100 that you don't want this baby? 1015 01:38:18,196 --> 01:38:19,573 Is that so difficult? 1016 01:38:23,381 --> 01:38:24,756 Oh my God... 1017 01:38:25,716 --> 01:38:27,700 I sound just like my mother. 1018 01:38:33,686 --> 01:38:34,933 Kavita... 1019 01:38:35,029 --> 01:38:36,148 I... 1020 01:38:38,486 --> 01:38:40,020 I'm sorry... 1021 01:38:40,116 --> 01:38:41,236 I've been... 1022 01:38:42,262 --> 01:38:44,534 Things haven't been going very well for me. 1023 01:38:47,093 --> 01:38:49,046 Well, there's no excuse really. 1024 01:38:59,734 --> 01:39:01,365 I thought I loved you. 1025 01:39:02,870 --> 01:39:04,981 You've been such a disappointment. 1026 01:39:05,719 --> 01:39:07,383 Such a small man. 1027 01:39:17,719 --> 01:39:19,095 And? 1028 01:39:19,191 --> 01:39:20,502 what about the baby? 1029 01:39:20,727 --> 01:39:22,839 Now you're interested. 1030 01:39:22,935 --> 01:39:24,375 -I'm sorry. -Don't. 1031 01:39:25,527 --> 01:39:27,448 It doesn't change anything now. 1032 01:39:29,175 --> 01:39:30,935 I was so wrong. 1033 01:39:31,736 --> 01:39:33,208 With so many things. 1034 01:39:37,112 --> 01:39:39,224 I'm playing at The Factory tonight. 1035 01:39:39,320 --> 01:39:41,304 -Really? -Mm-hm. 1036 01:39:41,400 --> 01:39:42,744 Great! 1037 01:39:43,160 --> 01:39:46,359 -Who are you playing with? -This time it's just me. 1038 01:39:47,544 --> 01:39:48,600 Just you? 1039 01:39:48,920 --> 01:39:50,936 - Mm-hm. - Wow. 1040 01:39:51,031 --> 01:39:52,408 That's... 1041 01:39:53,433 --> 01:39:54,393 great. 1042 01:39:54,616 --> 01:39:57,273 Yeah, it's a nice thing to do for my birthday. 1043 01:39:57,369 --> 01:39:59,096 Your birthday? 1044 01:40:03,096 --> 01:40:04,152 When is that? 1045 01:40:05,177 --> 01:40:06,713 You don't even remember. 1046 01:40:12,697 --> 01:40:14,329 You've changed. 1047 01:40:16,569 --> 01:40:19,129 I've never seen you like this before. 1048 01:40:23,768 --> 01:40:25,337 You're beautiful. 1049 01:40:25,720 --> 01:40:27,801 I think we're beyond that now. 1050 01:40:27,897 --> 01:40:28,730 No, 1051 01:40:29,082 --> 01:40:32,538 it's true, there is something about you. 1052 01:40:33,146 --> 01:40:34,297 Some... 1053 01:40:35,866 --> 01:40:37,594 new vibe. 1054 01:40:38,586 --> 01:40:39,738 I'm going. 1055 01:40:41,402 --> 01:40:43,066 And the baby? 1056 01:40:46,426 --> 01:40:48,122 Are you keeping it? 1057 01:41:29,884 --> 01:41:31,899 She's losing a lot of blood. 1058 01:41:32,604 --> 01:41:34,396 How long have you been in pain? 1059 01:43:18,976 --> 01:43:20,992 I will take care of her. 1060 01:43:47,105 --> 01:43:48,321 Gonxhe... 1061 01:43:50,049 --> 01:43:53,057 My little Gonxhe... 1062 01:44:56,035 --> 01:44:57,027 She's dead. 1063 01:45:04,516 --> 01:45:06,915 All this time, I've felt so lonely. 1064 01:45:09,603 --> 01:45:13,635 It's crazy to think that I may never have been who I am today. 1065 01:45:14,372 --> 01:45:15,684 That... 1066 01:45:15,780 --> 01:45:18,948 I may never have even existed at all. 1067 01:45:19,333 --> 01:45:21,636 There's something you must know, Kavita. 1068 01:45:21,956 --> 01:45:25,540 Adopting you was the best thing your mother and I ever did. 1069 01:45:27,717 --> 01:45:28,740 I love you. 1070 01:45:39,941 --> 01:45:42,757 Thank you so much for being my Dad. 1071 01:45:49,925 --> 01:45:51,461 And the baby? 1072 01:45:52,838 --> 01:45:54,181 Are you sure of yourself? 1073 01:45:59,559 --> 01:46:00,870 I'll be fine. 1074 01:46:29,095 --> 01:46:31,272 Hi. Do you need some help? 1075 01:46:31,814 --> 01:46:34,503 - I have a key. - Oh, thank you. 1076 01:46:34,599 --> 01:46:36,743 - That's all right. - Thanks. 1077 01:46:37,928 --> 01:46:39,431 Here you go. 1078 01:46:39,976 --> 01:46:42,663 -Thank you. -I've got it. I'll take it. 1079 01:46:42,760 --> 01:46:44,071 After you. 1080 01:46:51,559 --> 01:46:53,672 Is this my Christmas present? 1081 01:46:55,432 --> 01:46:56,711 What's your name? 1082 01:46:57,063 --> 01:46:57,864 Helmut. 1083 01:46:57,960 --> 01:46:59,335 I'm Kavita. 1084 01:46:59,432 --> 01:47:01,832 -What? -Kavita? 1085 01:47:02,280 --> 01:47:05,064 That is not a name. What sort of name is that? 1086 01:47:08,008 --> 01:47:10,601 I think you need some help around here, Helmut. 1087 01:47:10,697 --> 01:47:12,392 Have you been living alone for long? 1088 01:47:15,912 --> 01:47:17,096 My wife... 1089 01:47:18,408 --> 01:47:20,424 she died 15 years ago. 1090 01:47:25,002 --> 01:47:26,632 My heart died with her. 1091 01:47:30,537 --> 01:47:33,225 -Well it's time to rise from the dead, Helmut. 1092 01:47:33,544 --> 01:47:34,921 I'll come and check on you. 1093 01:47:35,017 --> 01:47:36,745 You better be prepared for that. 1094 01:47:39,306 --> 01:47:40,649 Are you an angel? 1095 01:47:45,610 --> 01:47:48,106 If we work faithfully through the pages 1096 01:47:48,201 --> 01:47:49,225 of scriptures, 1097 01:47:49,385 --> 01:47:51,019 the dominant understanding 1098 01:47:51,306 --> 01:47:54,282 of Mary, this young woman, 1099 01:47:54,699 --> 01:47:56,586 who played the noble role... 1100 01:48:04,490 --> 01:48:06,858 ...of giving birth to Jesus. 1101 01:48:06,954 --> 01:48:11,498 She is most often represented as poised, 1102 01:48:12,875 --> 01:48:15,178 quiet, and responsive. 1103 01:48:15,275 --> 01:48:18,378 She does her duty alongside Joseph... 1104 01:48:19,691 --> 01:48:21,866 and then fades to the background. 1105 01:48:24,396 --> 01:48:27,562 The traditional narrative of her story... 1106 01:50:01,231 --> 01:50:03,183 We need to give her a name. 1107 01:50:03,630 --> 01:50:06,031 So we can write a poem about her. 1108 01:50:07,855 --> 01:50:09,039 Kavita? 1109 01:50:09,742 --> 01:50:12,558 Kavita? That's a beautiful name. 1110 01:50:14,672 --> 01:50:15,888 Kavita.